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just another day passed. holidays without any job would means being a bummer! chose to be homely today but i guess it all didnt work out. earlier plans to have supper at spize was altered. ended up at esplanade with sher, ylit, darren, bk and jowe. went to have supper at makansutra. had seafood and some appetizers to go along. walked to one fullerton in search of some place to drink and chill. i guess there wasnt any. decided to make our way to clark quay instead. finally get to rest our ass at this nice outdoor bar called the pump room. there was a live band going on inside but we didnt choose to go in as we werent properly attired. we chose to order a bottle of wine instead of having beers all the time. and sherlyn had to come up with her supper idea again after awhile and we went for our second round. had some bakuteh at MS. cabbed home after that! LATE NIGHTS, EARLY MORNINGS, MIDNIGHT CABFARES, EXCESSIVE DRINKING, DOUBLE SUPPERS, MAJOR CLUBBING, HOLE IN MY POCKET! i am gonna be dead soon! i am bursting all my expenses. its been almost the same routine for the past week. oh man! some one save me!

was at phuture yesterday and i guess i gulped down tons of drinks again! the dance floor was awesome as the crowd was good. the music was awesome too! as usual, they only need to play my favourite songs. left the club at 4 and chilled out till 7 in the morning! i guess i was super tired after that!

i was expecting myself to be carried home today but i guess i was wrong! it was stiff's birthday and we made plans to chill out at cafe iguana just around clark quay for a meal and simple drinks! "simple with the exception of getting stiff drunk!" ultimately, we ordered tons of drinks and 7 of us including stiff, steph, sherm, sher, alvina, dave and i had to finish! sherm didnt drink much as she couldnt hold her liquor well and for the fact that she's not legalized yet. she left early too. sher was being forfeited for being late and she was made to drink! stiff got the most nonsense from us as we went around mixing drink! in the end, dave was the first to be gone which was the least expected. we were pinning our hopes on steph for being the first to splurt nonsense. despite having all the drunkards around... we still made our way to double o. they just sat there for a few seconds and the kick for them to puke started coming in! i was the only sober one after that. i had a freaking hard time getting them up and down - up and down! it was good thing they finally wanted to leave at 11.30! went down to MOS alone to look for ruhui and they were having an event which was tertiary fling 5! ruhui was hoping that i could go down to vote for her in the FHM girl next door finals which she made it through to the top 10! luckily, kenny whom is my classmate was there and he could bring me in through VIP! so i got in without paying and could also support ruhui. left shortly as i didnt want to stay long... had a long walk home from MOS as i really wanted to kill time. it took me 1hr 15mins and i am kinda dead beat now!

another day spent with mom! cancelled all plans for today to spend time with her. vivo taxi stand is sure quiet in the morning. we caught an afternoon movie there after having our lunch at carl's jr! "just follow law" has the ability to make everyone laugh including myself, however, i found it alittle too draggy. went for dinner after that at thai accent. well, i would prefer thai express but the ambience at accent was really good! had haagen daaz's fondue after dinner! it was awesome. sherlyn came down to join us for the oh-so-sinful desert! and freaking vivo is located at a damn wierd off place that there were no cabs at night. we had to call for one. upon reaching the lobby, mom went up while sher and i left for town. met her classmates at acid bar for a short chillout session. wanted to go for beancurd supper but it was closed, so haikel ended driving us all the way to geylang for some major supper-ing session. we witness something which we rather not see on the way there. an accident happened right before out eyes! good grieves! i always hope for the day that i can witness an accident and it happened right before my eyes just now. the car was majorly damaged and i think one guy went on concussion. i would never ever want to pray on witnessing another accident again! i admit i was traumatized! argh...

its 2.17am now and its officially my 30th hour without sleep! stayed up to study managerial accounting, sacrified my sleep and headed to school early when there wasn't even a single soul around. i had given in everything i could for the last paper and all i got was questions that i can never answer. the difference between the past year papers and the one today is HUGE! some didn't had the chance to complete the paper and i was one if them! exams are finally over! i shall partyae my life away...

days are different! exams are here and i am living in a life of exhaustion. i feel really really tired. but i figured its not the best time to sleep. studying late nights, early mornings, morning exams! they have already taxed half of my life away. all i ever ask for now is a simple grade for my exams! i do not dare ask for As or Bs or even Cs! just plain Ds! i have come this far and it is too late for me to ever fall back. DANG! GIVE ME MY DESIRED GRADES!

i am so bloody screwed this semester! exams are in 3 days time and i am not even prepared for it. chinese new year made it feel as though exams will only be taking place in a weeks time! i havent even get the chance to start with my revision. okay! said to be tomorrow, but who knows what i'll do tomorrow. grrrrrrrr... i wouldnt mind a borderline pass! in anyway, just pass.