i was staying over nite at candice hse... budden now at home le... suppose to go sentosa... i'm so pissed up!!! budden dunno of meeting them anot? every bodys limit of enger has up to a certain extent... dun go overboard... darn... the person should noe who i refering to... u can gimme attitude once but not the second time...

you will taste the feeling of being without friends one day if ur attitude dun change!!

*Yawnz* Juz woke an hour ago and took my lunch... haha... pigz sia me... Later stayin over at Candice hse wif a whole lotxz of peepz... haha... budden now going to stuff things into my bag... den sunday go sentosa... and can u guess it? it is the June Hols... Great!! budden i will have a whole lotz og homework... =( haha... budden nvm lahz... can't wait to arrive at candice's hse... haha... i am going to bathe soon, so blog till here!! Ciaoz...

wat the hell? Diana Degarmo lost to Fantasia at last night's american idol... It's unbelievable... Diana should win!! but it all voice down to the judges... Stupid Judges... Simon was being bias... My goodness... And America should vote for Diana... She is the true Singer rather than the rough voice Fantasia... Can't stand it... Gonna watch movie later le... So i gonna prepare... Bye... Ciaoz...

There Can Be Miracles, When You Believe

*GrRrR* Fantasia Won!! So Sad!!
Diana Degarmo should win!!!

Friendship!! Friend!! Whats That??


Never once a friendship could never end into a quarrel but it is the bond between everyone that would not let such a quarrel fail your mind and causing us to lose a friend just like that. Defination of friend is a person whom know you well and whom you like a alot, but whom is usually not a member of your family. Friendship may seem important as it is the only way for your not to feel lonely and miserable. A great companion accompanying by our side. People that we can trust and can tell our deepest secrets. Despite such importance, my groups of friends seems disappearing. I would feel desolated when i am alone and having no one free for me to have a companion, a buddy. My friends have their own activities now and we are drawing ourselves further away. Quarrels starts to happen and people seems to be leaving. Why? Must there be something by the word called quarrel. Such arguments can be left aside if everyone juz follow by the way. But i'm used to such surroundings that my friends would leave one by one. Currently, we are kind of like still together but i cannot imagine if there would be a day where we would not have whereabouts of each other anymore. Imagine!! Just hope that we could all keep ourselves to our old self and have our large group of "gang" out again one day.


Love!! Why Love?


Whats love? Love means strong feelings of attraction towards and affection for another, or great affection for a friend or family member. The deepest love i would fall in would not be forgotten. I was heartbroken by that particular relationship. I didn't expect such things to in turn happen that fast. I didn't mean to let it happen. But it just comes from one heart. Everyone would feel down and depressed by such scenerio. Having someone to love you would have a very deep feeling inside you. You can share your jokes, secrets, love with your partner. I would never imagine a time to be with you again. I just hope for your well-being and everything to go well smoothly for you and nothing else. Tears wouldn't start rolling from my eyes as i would know i am someone who is very hard-hearted. But despite that, i would have feelings too. Just hope for another chance for me to be with you. And you would give me another chance.


Hatred!


Hatred would easily be remembered by me and would also be forgotten. I would never keep such a hatred so much in my life. Just wish for a happy and good future for me. No enemies, no nothing! Just Well-Being. But one thing i do not understand why everyone would copy others and start putting about hating backstabbers, liars, bitches, ah lianz, ah bengz, bastard and etc. Why hate yourself? We all are defintely backstabbers and liars. We all defintely would backstab behind our friends back. So why hate ourself. We lie to our friends and parents too. So why hate yourself? You would not think that you are a bitch or bastard but others do! So if they think you are, you have to be one. So why hate yourself? Such nonsense, Plz take it off. From your friendster, blog and etc. Stop putting that to acknowledge that you hate yourself.


Don't Wanna Think About You! The Last Goodbye!

*Growl*Gryffindor*Growl*



You are a Gryffindor!


What House are you at Hogwarts? Harry Potter!
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haha... got a gryffindor... my housemate's movie is coming up... besure to catch me in that movie as an *EXTRA*... haha... Harry Potter storming into cinemas on 3rd June *if i'm not wrong*... muahahahah!!

watched sun wukong juz now!! kinda stupid... can't wait for american idol later... haha... gonna prepare for a boring dae tomorrow... haha... last day of school sia... rockz... hope time tml will pass quickly... =p haha... i hope diana degarmo will win later... kkiez... i will try to blog again later... kinda bz...
Diana Degarmo muz win... Fantasia Sux!!!

woohoo... come to think of it... time really flies... was toking to guo rong about how time flies... time flies like the speed of lightning... *nahz* too exeggerating... haha... but it is like having 15 years of my life juz thinking about school everytime... i can still recall back some memories from the past... like things that a 15 year old cannot do... like playing wif little toy figurines... and having pots and pans pretending to be a cook... those were the days... haha... my old friends were replaced with new friends... 365 days a year with onli 5 days spending time with my old friends... miss them alotxz... miss all the excitement during the pri school days... *wake up selwyn* i'm already in Qtss... No more RVps... haha... haix... if onli i could turn back time... aniwae... i am graduating of school either this year or next year liaoz... if i don't treasure this last year... i will miss my friends terribly... ahz... dun think bout all this stuffs already... think about later american idol!! i think that Diana Degarmo should win!! Fantasia Sux... and jasmine trias and latoya should stay and fantasia should be kicked out earlier!! the first time u would hear her voice... u would find it good... as time goes by... yuckz!! he suckz... aniwae... gotto go... i wanna watch TV... hahahahaha... catch up wif blogging tomorrow!! or maybe slightly later!!

while conferencing wif sherlyn and kuku melody... decided to blog... todae was boring in school... so i'm off schools stuff... and while at home... it was even worst... so i don't wanna elaborate... haha... every day seems like a boring dae to me... now listening to TaTa Young - i Believe... not bad... den both of them are toking abt movies... buzzing off my ears... haha... =X gtg now!! nothing to blog animore... *SwOoSh*
Gone wif the wind

wenta look at jun hong's, guo rong's, hin tak's, sabrina's and adrain's blog... they have nice blogskins too yeah!! skipped blogging yesterdae as i slept at wat? 7pm... so early... haha... school was boring!! da minister of education came to our school... surprisingly came into our class... and out school was like... so act? we can take part in Mediacorp's show already... had juz realized that i'm going desert this blog juz like what i did to my past year blog... so sad... nahz... haven grab the time to blog often... guess that tomorrow would be another boring day also... so gotto prepare myself now for another boring dae tomorrow... Gotta go!!
don't dream it's over

yOz... now staring at the com dunno wat to do... had my dinner juz now at geylang... wat porraige wif my cousin... went to clark quay in the morning den go their hse... watch them play kingdom hearts... haha... so thrilling... muahhahahaha... haven blog consistantly now le... haha... haven been updating... ehz... kkiez lahz... today was really boring... wat i did have been up... so thats all...
*dUmB-aSs_LaMeR*

hey hey!! juz finish my dinner... so tired... got back from sherlyn hse juz now... played badminton... so tired sia... now toking to kuku melody... todae schools was boring... have mr wan's bedtime lesson... haa... boring... gotto sign off now!!
Gone With The Wind... *Swoosh*

juz hung up the phone wif sherlyn... went to her house to play badminton today... so damn tired... played wif terence, auggy, jia ming, sherlyn and candice... haha... playin again this thurs... muahhahaha... exercise time... haha... got all my bloody results todae le... very low lorz... dats why dun wanna sae... =X keep my mouth shut... kkiez... me wanna go play Battle Realms le... Ciaoz...

hey hey!! boring sia todae... go gary hse... dats all... my sis is back!! hee... After 10 days later... haha... budden she go chalet haven come back... don't know wat she buy for me sia... kept me in suspense sia... haha... kkiez le... nuthinz up todae... so blog till here!! ciaoz...

finally it was my turn to use the com... my mom snatched wif me... haha... it is now like 1 le... so muz say that i neva blog yesterdae... haha... went to gary hse play mahjong... and den go paradiz for cs.. thats all... haha... so boring horz? tml my jie jie come back le... gonna be damn happening again... ahaha.... kkiez... till here le... blog later in the morning or afternoon!!

[-Damn-] so tired now!! juz got home from heeren spineli... haha... i had my mt listening todae... paper is from 9-9.20 liddat... stupid, make me go to school for juz 20 mins... after that go cut my kuku hair... den go to orchard meet ru ting, sherwin, melvin, jessica... den from there go party world hear them sing... haha... den after that go pasta mania eat... saw melody, sherlyn and candice at cineleisure... den after that accompany ru ting go home change... den after that go back orchard den sit at spinelli there... eat, sit, tok cock... haha... thats all... muahahhahaa.... till here... wanna play game le... hee~!! =)

i am back from school... had my "last" paper chemistry todae... hope i pass... =) hee... this is boring!! so damn happy... going out later to watch van helsing again... yay!! exams over!! nothing to worry... haha... wanna watch TROY... =( haha... budden watch van helsing wif my frienz... tml is actually my last paper~!! it is listening... mother tongue... haha... rest! rest! rest!! kkiez... add more tonite!! hehe... Bye!! Cya
Wish Me Luck 4 My Exams

hey hey!! i am eating some cake now!! toking 2 kuku melody on e phone!! haha!! juz reached home from cousins hse... went to study chem there!! so guai ar me? i am an angel!! =) this morning got my a/cs paper... it was like shit... i think i will not do up to expectations for my papers!! ='( so sad!! i think i am goin 2 study chem again!! haha.. gtg... go study le... *gone with the wind*
Wish Me Luck

*sigh* wat a boring dae... went to frienz house juz now!! wif terence, auggy, sherlyn, melody, john, aloysius... at gary's hse... boring sia!! haix!! studying accounts now!! tml accounts paper le... long awaited paper!! haha... tml is 2nd or rather 3rd last paper le... after that is chem and mt listening!! haha!! had my maths paper today!! it was damn!! difficult sia... i think i was over-filled with confidence... derefore leading me to face such consequences... haix!! gotto go le... catch me up tml!! =)

watz up? i juz finish playin battle realms... haha... juz now havin exams which are mother toungue and geog... geog was like so difficult sia... wat the hell!!! so sianz now!! after finish playin BR decided to blog... haha... Boring!!! tml i am havin my maths paper 2... so chim... later i fail... muz go study le... continue later at night!!

hey hey!! i am back from studying at gwc... went there wif elaine and her primary school friend nigel... haha... went to gwc's mc to study... geog!! was like so tense and boring!! haha... we were like all quiet... haha... boring sia... now at home le... trying to continue to study geog!! oh ya!! damn pissed wif so many peepz todae!! first my mama!! den ru ting!! den elaine!! dunno wats wrong wif them!! and my mama's mood swings!! irritating... juz scolded me... dArn!! coz i messed her clothes which she left on my bed... nvm!! dun take it to heart... =) currently hearing Maroon 5 - This Love!! kinda enjoy this song!! =) haha... great song~! tokin 2 melody on the phone currently too... muahaha... kkiez... blog till here le... not intending to study my mt... haha!!!

good morning!! studying my geog now!! *Boring* haa... was so pissed by my mama juz now!! although todae's mother's day!! budden was damn irritated... she asked me to go to the market to eat... budden i dun wanna... den she keep asking... den i go change my pants liaoz she tell me dun wanna go nvm lahz!! wah lanz... ehz... so damn irritated sia... budden i now gotto study geog le... so brb!! =) continue blogging later!!

wah... so tired... juz finish chattin wif lian kai and john... goin 2 bed soon... so early... Highlight of my day tml... it is to study at home... hee... so guai sia... me... i am currently hearing Try - Nelly Furtado... den messaging Melody... muahahaha... damn sianz sia... wah... read "i weekly" den horz... saw this ad... pepsi damn rich sia... their english version got britney, beyonce, pink and enrique to do for them... den the chinese one... fascinating sia... got F4, Jolin Tsai, Jay Chou, Sammi Cheng, Aaron Kwok and Edison Chen sia... all superstars sia... fascinating... Pepsi sell their drinks juz to pay all this stars sia... each star sure get at least a million one... wah... i also wanna... muahahhahaa... gotto watch Shrek 2 sia... think it would be kinda funny... wah... didn't noe i would keep myself that updated now... everyday after school after exams come back blog le.. haha... lazy to study also... now got car alarm outside my house damn loud sia... my song changed le... to Jolin Tsai - Ai Qing 36 Tsin... haha... so damn sianz... hope someone will tok 2 me... will haf to call ru ting later.. she told me she would tok 2 me... make sure she does or not i sure flare up again one... haha... so mean -_-" haha... ehz... kinda late le... still dunno whether to sleep or not... think can still play GunBound sia... haha... lame!! ehz... also nuthin to do... but can chat... quite a number of peepz still ard sia... in such late nights... haha... 19 to be exact... haha... so sianz!!! Life's full of Boredom... muahhahaha!!! hope to go out tml but i am under curfew... think stay at home study also good... no disturbance and won't lose concentration... study outside sure tok and tok den nv study one... tml study geog can le... dun bother my chinese... opppsss =X hahaha... yeapz... pass geog can le... anihow... haha... i am so broke... and i still owe my sister money ok!! for my mama's mother's prezzie... bought for her an Escada Sentimental and Anna Sui Love... haha... so sweet of me and my sister sia... haha... yeahz!! saw ms chua juz now at the bus stop... haha... at orchard there one... she was alone... budden funny... she nv drive car but she take bus... haha... ok lahz... i blog one time can bring me to so many other things one... haha... finally... my song changed to Lionel Richie and Enrique Iglesias - To Love A Woman... not bad sia the song... ok lahz... up till here... or not very loh soh... haha.. Happy Mother's Day To All Mom And Espacially Ma Mommy

juz got back from my Van Helsing movie... it quite a not bad movie... draculas... werewolf... frankenstien... and blah blah blah... haha... but the ending quite sad and not a good ending as the lady die... but this is show!! haha... goin 2 watch again this thurs i think... juz saw quan yi fong and the apple hong in ps... the playing the do re mi fa so so so... hahaha... kkiez... blog till here for now!! brb!! hee...

wat a boring time!! helped melody to do up her blog at blogspot... her link would be up soon... check it out!! i will link her up once her blog's done!! taught her how 2 do and can teach her until i wanna die le... muahahahhaa... so sianz sia... life's suck!! kkiez!! gtg... blog back in the nitez!! [::MiSs+YoU::]RaWk On

::the.greatest.thing.you.will.ever.learn.is.to.love.and.be.loved.in.return::

*Stretches* morning... juz woke up and juz took a bath.. i bathed for 30mins... haha... so sianz now!! wake up nuthin 2 do... juz waiting for later to come to watch movie wif my "long lost friend" ru ting!! haha... kkiez... blog a little later!!

yay!! i got my fourth blog... the fourth series of my aLL.aBoUt. series... it is on movies... budden i deleted the aLL.aBoUt.LoNeLiNeSs... no time to maintain so many and that 1 was boring... haha... next series i will have to plan on it... muahahahaha... wish me success on my 5th series... kkiez... gotto go sleep le... still chatting wif john lahz... haha... on msn... kkiez... Nitez!!! *YaWnZ* *S|eEpY eYeS*

i gave up... now checking movie slots... later think watch Van Helsing... hehe... at GV Plaza... 3+ the show... haha... can't wait... haix... think i am turing in already... too tired... cannot tahan... muahhahaa... i know i lousy lahz... haha... kkiez... Nitez everyone!!

so damn sianz... it is a new day... i am currently trying to upload some pictures into my blog and i needa some program... coz i dunno how to... so tired... *Yawnz*

yeapz.. i am back.. after a few mins.. juz now mama wanna use... juz had a DARN tricky stupid exam paper which is like physics this morning... started at 8.55 and ended at 9.10... it was like wow... so early? havin 2 papers on monday... ma geog paper and ma mother tounge paper 2... i sure fail chinese 1... no interest at all... teacher teach also never listen... so wats the use manz... haiz... currently listening to ma favourite song... it is Leann Rimes & Ronan Keating's "Last Thing On My Mind"... great song... juz love it... i can hear it and hear again and again... gotto update elaine's testi at the same time... goin 2 check ma friendster and ma hi5... my friendster now like very peaceful le... no 1 add me i nv add ani1... no one dropped a testi for me... neither is my hi5... budden now hi5 beta den friendster le... hi5 more functions... but alittle more troublesome den friendster... =) i remember i watched the prince and me again this morning... haha... coz yesterdae i kept forwarding coz i wanted the show to end coz i studying physics halfway and i knew i haf to study... budden i went to watch... so this morning watch properly without fast fowarding... Yay! my mama givin me the new plastic $10 note... so happy... muahahahhaa... cannot use sia... Singapore only give out 100,000 copies onli... haha... use liaoz if next time nv come out again den not valuable le... so keeping it... haha... hope my sister will buy something for me in korea *grins*... haha... kuku elaine nv pick up my call and melody can't tok on the phone le... my current highlight of the day tml is maybe watching a movie wif ru ting... haf no mood to study... dun intend to study mt also... kkiez... up till here... maybe later den blog or not i go sleep le... *Yawns*

i am home from ma grandma house... so damn bored now!! my sis is gone... she went to korea liaoz... i went to the airport to send her off... she went over there wif her friend, Yasi... and den her 2 friends, audrey and joey send her off... together wif my mama and me... she took Thai Airways... EeeEeEe... muahahaha... den be4 she left... we ate Edo Sushi at Changi Airport... haha... den after she left... me and ma mama took a long train ride to clementi from Changi... so long... the journey took us 1 hr... and we stand through out the whole train journey... so tired... while reached clementi... i went to Bengawan Solo to buy... Black Forest... My all time fav cake... muahahahaha... den my mama buy durian... haha... Yummy... ehz... haix... already at home liaoz... so damn sianz... no one will quarrel wif me... currently hearing Hoobastank - The Reason, Blue - Breathe Easy, Westlife - Obvious... wah... change 3 songs at a time... toking to elaine on the phone... bugging me to update her friendster's testi... FaTiN... muahahhahaa... *Evil Laughs* kkiez... Blog on later... =)

yOz... i am back... =) yeepz... juz finish watching the Prince and Me... kinda nice show... very sweet... muahahahaha... ya shld catch it on VCD... coz cinema are not showin le... eHz... now studying physics... suckiest paper same as chinese... dunno how 2 study... nv even study... arhz... juz going to fail my phy paper... argHh... went out to ru ting's mama shop todae to buy a present for my mama... bought perfumes for her... Escada - Sentamental and Anna Sui - Sui Love... and my sis got herself Escada - Island Kiss... =) den after that eat Mc... den ru ting left le... so me and my sis and her frien made our way back... =)

i found this song quite meaningful... therefore decided to put it up in my blog...

Hoobastank - The Reason

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

hey hey!! juz finish studying SS... so boring... industrial development, sri lanka... sinhalese... northern ireland... these are corrupting my mind... ah... nvm... ehz... tml after school... going to study physics wif ru ting... ehz... den after that dunno wat to do le... physics sure fail one... arhz... so boring now... no 1 to tok 2... arh... nvm... gtg... ciaoz... blog again tml...

*Stressed* study for exams manz... tml got SS 1 paper nia but it is already stressful enuf... Currently listening to Maroon 5 - This Love... it rawkz... ehz... den change to Sum 41 - Over Ma Head... muahahaha... watched iron ladies juz now on SCV... so funny sia... haha... it is like so lame but kinda funny... ehz... gotto go study now!!! ciaoz...

i'm back!! from school... i had my mt paper 1 and my maths paper todae!! i don't think i will flunk them... juz hope to pass them... =) rain and rain... *Splatters* water and water!! stop raining!!!

	Tenderheart Bear You are thinker, organizer, peacekeeper, and leader all in one. You have a power to command attention and people listen to you. However, you are often so concerned about not hurting others' feelings that you don't tell them what they need to hear and this gets you both into trouble. But you always have loyal friends to help you out.
Take the Which Care Bear Are You? Quiz!

	Bedtime Bear You are usually asleep on the job but that's okay because your job is to make sure everyone gets enough sleep! You're shy and sweet...when you are actually awake! Getting sleepy already?
Take the Which Care Bear Are You? Quiz!

i am back!! todae was my CME paper... it was kinda like easy... not bad lahz... haha... den todae's lesson were boring as i never listen to ani of the lesson at all... i jux simplied play tic tac toe, some stick game and hang man wif jie yong... and i basically won everything... muahahahaha... i slept at 7.30 yesterdae and woke up at 6... still so tired now... *Yawnz*... muahahahaha... tomorrow's my maths paper and mother tounge paper both also paper 1... gotto study le... =) chatz up later!!

the music from ma blog is not workin... help me get it workin... gRrrRrRr....

hey hey hey!!! i'm back!! todae!! a sick day for me... i had to sleep at 2 this morning as i had a bad flu... *Sneeze* i had to tahan till 2... be4 i can go sleep... so sick... this morning almost late for school... got my both english papers... it was damn... difficult... i had a bad flu during my both el papers too... i was sniffing all the way... [SiCk-SeLz'WyNz] i had no confidence for my english paper le... how i continue the balance... haix... nvm... try my best!! hee... =) come home le still sick... my nose sux... muahahaha... havin my CME paper tomorrow... gotto go sleep le... continue later tonite... =) hehe... go sleep le!! tired...

yeahz... i am back at home... after dinner... i had my dinner at Jumbo Jurong seafood restaurant... juz directly outside the bird park... had quite an enjoying dinner... muahaha... with crabs... come to think of it... tomorrow's quite an challenging day as i have my first two english papers... so sad... haha... can't play le... gotto prepare for ma 'N' level le... troublesome sia... can't enjoy ma days animore... imagine if i can have a day to fail my exams... i will be dead... i have no where to go... muahahaha... pray hard 4 the day not to come... i haf decided to stop my revision for the day... and use the computer... =) so irritated from books...

hey... i am back... after a few minutes later... so sianz... i'm back to introduce u some nice songs to hear... Kimberly Locke - Eighth World Wonder, Britney Spears - Everytime, Atomic Kitten - Someone Like Me, Ronan Keating & Leann Rimes - Last Thing On My Mind, Avril Lavigne - Don't Tell Me, Jessica Simpson - Take My Breathe Away, Blue - Breathe Easy, Nelly Furtado - Try, Lost Prophets - Last Train Home, MLTR - Take Me To Your Heart and lastly Cyndi - Ai Ni... =)

so damn bored man... gotto study for exams... my first paper is english tomorrow but i am irritatingly studying maths... goin out later sia... go have mothers day dinner... haha... blog more about the dinner later tonite...

hey guys... my blog is finally re-done up... with a totally new refreshing site... haha... my selz.blogspot.com can leave it along le... thats my old blog... it took me hours to have this new blog done up manz... gotto change all the settings and stuffs... glad to have it done up as soon as possible... but it will still be admin has yet to be fully updated... it will take at least a few days... u guys can check out my journal in hi5... it's great... this blog is totally refreshing compared to the older one... this 1 is brighter which lights up someone's day... while the old one is dull but cool as it has the music with it... =) up till here now... continue later in the morning... kkiez? gotto log off... i am going off to bed...

haha... i gotto redo this whole blogging shit thing... so irritating but no choice... =) juz hope time will help me out... =)