Lost Prophets - Goodbye Tonight
just got a msg from john...
THURS REMEDIAL...
on teachers day!
can you believe it!
oh bothers!!
anyways!
its teachers day and teachers are making some time for us...
so we must treasure that...
not much difference for school today...
as usual chem made everyone so sleepy...
didn't start off well...
all the other lessons were as normal too...
had maths remedial after school...
didnt really do...
listened to candice and her nonsense...
she and her crush...
went home after that...
did the 'class identity' thing for the class...
so sweet of me...
got to mobilize my cousin and my maid to start drawing and colouring for me...
now!
how lazy of me!
anyways...
teahcers day celebration tml...
fun fair and aces day!
wear class tee tml...
hahaha...
HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!

Backstreet Boys - Incomplete
I KNOW!
BUBBLEGUM POP!
well...
its kinda nice afterall...
its like an old school band!
to my era luh...
anyways...
did a super late night chat with my aunt last night...
just sat down to talk till 4am...
went back to my room...
eyes was damn irritated and itchy...
couldnt sleep till 5...
woke up at 8.30...
had only 3 1/2 hour sleep only...
how pathetic!
i was damn lethargic luh!
left the house with aunt, uncle, mum and sis...
wenta have breakfast at tiong bahru...
but before that, i walked to pet zone with my sis...
wenta see latte baby...
she has skin problem...
den wenta my small aunts house after that alone...
sat awhile and played with her dog...
den left to holland to meet sherlyn...
studied at starbucks...
had crystal jade for dinner...
then left for my new house...
gave sherlyn a peep...
went down to great world to look at teacher's day present...
nothing much...
left for home after that...
had a long day...
my eyes are irritating now!
gotto run...
ciaos!

Kelly Clarkson - You Found Me
i am like sitting alone infront of my laptop...
and being the only one awake in the whole house!
and with all the lights off...
just came back from town...
watched a midnight movie...
'red eye'...
well...
have to say that its not that nice nor that bad...
so its just in between...
bought a crumpler bag...
bought brice's stuffs...
and had the whole day feeling so left out!
no way luh...
it would be my study day tml...
so studys is important!
its not too late to realize it now!
shld be heading to holland to study...
but theres chem prac in the morning...
BOIRNG!

Alkaline Trio - Stained In Satin
i am dropping dead alr...
had my 'O's oral yesterday...
it's a killer...
well...
shouldnt brood over it...
went to pick my cousin up after school today...
den headed back home...

i am starting to feel the stress now...
everybody's drilling...
i find myself feeling so stressful during chem prac...
i am so afraid of chem prac now!
anyways...
have to go back to school on these 2 sats...
and to have extra chem pracs on fri...
gosh...
too many chem practicals can make me go mad...

All American Rejects - Dance Inside
i know some things are past and i shan't brood over it anymore...
i know the old me is evolving...
well...
schools as usual...
i was so afraid of chem prac...
i was afraid that i would get scolding again...
but no!
he was very nice today...
and he made me sit on the whole bench alone...
anyways...
apart from that...
i went to look for ms tan after school with jocelyn and tian guan...
she gave us oral practice...
to prepare us for tomorrow...
she gave us that extra attention...
thanks ms tan!
after that practice..
i left to holland to study with jie ping...
we were chased off starbucks...
and its an "again" for me...
i was chased off before...
as their study hours end at 2...
and it was already 4...
took a bus home and as usual, chilled with my ipod...

All American-Rejects - Move Along
well...
nothing unusual in school...
assembly was boring...
and there's phy mock luh...
ended school at like 4.50 luh...
by then i am like tired alr luh...
took same bus with jie ping...
headed home...
did all my homework...
and something happened when i was doing my homework...
the door just slammed and i thought it was my toilet door...
my sister heard it too...
we asked our little cousin to check!
I KNOW! WE ARE TIMID!...
she said the door was open...
this became scarier...
then, we came to a conclusion...
it is actually the neighbour's door that slammed and me and my sister was just hearing things...
hahaha...

Kelly Clarkson - Gone
i am totally worn-out...
reached school at 10.30...
waited for my turn to have oral practice...
waited till 12.30 till it was my turn...
den waited for yong seing and jocelyn to end...
we headed to dawson to have lunch...
then i took a bus home...
heading to holland later to study...

A Static Lullaby - The Shooting Star That Destroyed Us All
as usual...
had school this morning...
lessons just went on...
nothing much...
had chinese remedial after school...
rushed home after that...
went down to chinatown to get my haircut and met ru ting there...
then cabbed home to change...
then cabbed down to orchard to get aug's and zhaq's cake and present...
ru ting wenta get aug's present with melvin...
while i went to grab the cakes...
we were hell late by then...
den we cabbed down again to john's place...
ate pizzas and the cake...
just went on like any other ordinary party...
but this was a lil special...
just like a old gathering luh...
den loti fetch me home after that...
damn tired now!!
i still have school tomorrow...
ms tan wants to see some of us who haven't gone for the oral practice the 2nd round...
i thought that the practice was a sure must!
therefore...
i know i have to go!!
its for my future... =)

Rufio - White Lights
i didn't enjoy the day...
it was damn boring...
and i know i am on my own now!
its my new life!
went home after school...
wanted to sleep because of the tiring SS mock...
but didn't sleep...
gawd! save me!


this life is turning me insane...
but no comments...
hate it when ppl questions me...

A Static Lullaby - Smooth Modulator
well...
went down holland to meet brice and keng lam...
upon reaching, they asked me to go down to far east...
so we shared a cab...
brice wanted to buy a white shirt...
we headed to 2001...
and he bought a macbeth shirt...
i want the FSAS one...
we den walk down to hmv...
den to cine...
den shared a cab home...
i went up to my granny's place after that...
and just got home...
SS mock tml,and i am so not prepared...

dun ask me anything...
cause it will piss me even more...
just know that i am pissed and thats that...
i know i sound so rude...
but it can't be helped...

Fenix-TX - All My Fault
well...
went down town...
to meet lia and jess...
as usual...
jess had to leave early...
left me and lia...
chilled at paragon...
den met melvin...
walked around...
lia got pissed off and went home...
for some strange reason...
got me pissed off too...
den wenta meet candd at cine...
she was going clubbing and asked if i wanna tag along...
i wanted to!
but lia wanted to come to my house...
on my way home!
she said nah!
it got me even more pissed off...

i think that after the hols...
my life is revolving...
i want the new me...
cause i know friendship is just a fake...
pardon me for saying that...
it doesn't imply to all...
but maybe...
a few or so...
u really think theres such things as friends...
kiss my arse!!
don't question me why this!
if you know its you...
realize it yourself...
feel it when u realize you have none...
don't talk to me abt this shyt...
u are on ur own and i am on my own...

Auto-Pilot Off - Nothing Frequency
i am once again!
DAMN BORED LUH!
had school yesterday...
ended at 4...
had maths mock exam...
went home...
and headed down to holland after that...
came home and yeah!
oh yah!
and it was quite funny in class...
i was like damn pissed off...
den i made alot of stupid negative comments...
nvm!
today!
a new day...
i have no idea where i am going to head to...
hopefully...
somewhere i will like to go...


just piss off...

All-American Rejects - Move Along
gosh!
i think i had serious attitude problem today...
a severe mood swing...
but there was this thought in my head...
i know i am sensitive...
i don't deny...
but i had a point to it too...
i shan't elaborate...
anyways...
headed to tiong with a big gang of people for lunch...
den cabbed down to ru ting's place...
to had the studs on my bag...
ru hui helped me pierce them in...
SWEET...
got it done...
den cabbed home immediately...
and got myself all freaked out...
do not want to mention it...


i need you to be there...
when i know those i can rely on are not there for me...
i doubt i can rely on them too...
FRIENDSHIP is just an illusion...
i don't even think it exists...
well maybe for some!!
but definitely not to me!!
call me sensitive...
but i know i made the right judgement...
i just need someone to be there for me...
to shower me with the care...
and the special attention to me...

Kelly Clarkson - Because Of You
i came across this song by kelly clarkson...
although i know!!
its not ROCK!!!
but hey!!
its nice okay...
i had the cd but i have never liked this song until i hear it on my uncles car...
very nice luh...
i wenta holland to finish off my poa luh...
with candice...
met ang and weilong there...
at starbucks...
ang helped me to connect my lappy thorugh the internet...
i kept gg online after that...
came home and watched tv...


if you would realize that i was trying to hint you...
well, not so much of hints...
but at least!
trying to show you at least something...
but i guess you've never felt it...
i just hope you would give me that chance to be there for you...
and you to just be there for me...
and let me be someone who is special to you...
just tell me you are ready when you got that hint...
because i want to walk down that road with you...
- Selwyn.

The All-American Rejects - Dirty Little Secrets
i am so damn bored luh...
sitting on the couch watching tv...
and trying to blog...
wenta ave 3 to meet ru ting and gang...
had prata for another dinner meal...
it was singapore's birthday half an hour ago but it has ended...
i guess i am gg to bed soon...
after the tv show...
very tired...

if only i could lived to know,
i'll give up everything i own,
for just one more day with you...

i hope u would give me the chance to make sacrifices for u...

Alkaline Trio - Time To Waste
i think not only am i in love with fall out boy...
but ALKALINE TRIO too...
well...
the thought of my previous entry after thinking...
makes me feel as though i do not want my friends anymore...
*laughs*
nah! not true...
not that they wouldn't be there for me (I HOPE)...
but just when new life or new school comes in...
we have other peeps...
its life that we have to go through...

Alkaline Trio - Burn
inside my uncles car just now...
i just thought of some things that i found quite interesting to think about...
as we grow old...
we would definitely have new friends to tag along with us...
how long will the past friends last...
each of us have our own characteristics and its hard for us to clique as one...
its either we want to live with a higher quality of life or a lower one...
i definitely choose the higher one...
well some of my good friends are catergorised as the lower one who just prefers to splurge their money on necessary things...
i think i spend my money on plain junk...
food at cafe, restaurants and fast food...
i know we have to give in to one another to fit ourselves in...
but it is actually quite a tough thing to face...
i know i use to be so close with all my friends...
but i think time has change now...
they have their new cliques and i am hunting for mine...
not because of money matters...
but its life...
to prepare myself or ourselves for the future time to come...
when we are in need of them...
they will come for us...
its kinda obvious we're splitting and seriously splitting...
to our own new life...
just a great thanks to all my friends who have been there for me throughout these 4 and a half years...
u guys will be remembered for all that you've done for me...